i really don't like the new blogger. seriously. i don't have as much freedom as i did with the old one. *pouts*
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i was woken up at 3am this morning, because something really serious happened. perhaps after reading this, some of you would laugh it off, but to me, this is not something to be laughed at.
i was woken up by loud banging on my room door, and opened it to find katerina(ok, i spelt her name wrongly. this is the original greek spelling) standing outside, begging me to let her in. i did, and she was really distraught. her room-mate had gone for a party and came back drunk, and had brought back a guy. katerina woke up to find the two of them in the room, undressed. if you were to suddenly wake up and find not only 2 naked people in the room, but of which one is a naked stranger, how would you feel? i could understand why she freaked, i would to. and like her, i would have demanded that the guy left the room right away.
but, he refused. and her room-mate refused to let him leave, saying that this is the English experience. whole load of crap, if you ask me. if you want to screw someone, go find a private room. i don't fancy a free R-rated film, thanks. so the poor katerina had to leave her room and ask for help.
what happened after has yet to be resolved, but i sincerely hope that things would turn out fine. katerina stayed over, it is a good thing that my "quilt" is made up of two sleeping bags. the poor girl. i really felt sorry for her, to have to undergo such an experience.
as for me, my sleep-deprived mind gave way to paranoia. i couldn't sleep, my mind wasn't at peace. the worst was when katerina and my room-mate left the room at 3plus am to go find the warden to talk to. i locked the door and kept hoping they'd be fine. i don't trust people easily, and i don't trust the dead of the night. and i don't trust drunks unless i know you really well and i know you won't harm me. even then, i am really careful. so, i was worried for them and the ruckus that happened in the corridor after they left really didn't help matters. i was half-waiting for katerina's room-mate and that jerk to come a-knocking or something.
so when they came back safe, i relaxed. but i feared for katerina. it was only after she fell asleep did i manage to sleep. i wanted to make sure she wouldn't do something stupid like suddenly going back to her room. what if the guy is an aggressive drunk? or worse, decides one girl isn't enough? perhaps i am thinking too much, but this scenario is not impossible. rare, but we could end up as one of the rare ones. one can never be too safe.
this wouldn't have happened if people generally were more considerate to one another. just because having sex out in the open is ok for you, it doesn't mean it is ok for the rest of us. and we really do not appreciate a free movie. it is disgusting.
sadly, the nice girl i thought she was doesn't seem to be so anymore. if she refuses to compromise, i'm afraid my room-mate and i will have to step-in and it could get messy. and ugly.
and at the back of my mind, i can't help wondering if i could have done something more, something about this to stop what happened. i knew she was desperate for a boyfriend, i suspected she was sad, but i didn't know this would happen. but if i had paid more attention, perhaps i could have picked up the signs.
but perhaps isn't going to help me out now.
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {1:58 PM}
