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Peaceful LIFE.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
i'm so tired, frustrated of having to keep everything inside. being here gives me a sense of freedom and independence i've always yearned for, and at the same time, it feels as though i'm in a prison. something wants to bust out of me. i want to break free, yet i have to remain silent.
the only thing i really miss back home is the people i know. if i could only fly them here.
i miss being able to just meet up or phone one of the girls or guys to chat, rant, catch up etc etc. doing stupid things, sharing jokes, thoughts, feelings. going out for meals, studying together, kendo, karaoke-ing and screaming rock songs at the top of our lungs. there's no one for me to do that here with. i really wish that my 21st birthday could be spent with the people at home. i don't even know what to do for this supposedly huge celebration here. i don't even feel like celebrating it, cos it is so hard to celebrate. everyone is having exams or assignments then. it'll probably be a day like any other day, fading into the darkness.
ironic how in a nation with a significantly larger population than that in Singapore, i end up feeling so alone. so small, so insignificant. as much as i love being here in uk, it just doesn't feel like home. even when i'm with the rest of the Singaporeans, it doesn't feel like home. i'm still alone.
i have yet to meet someone here who could come close to the friends i have back home.
-------------------A world Of PeaCe--------------- ; {9:50 PM}
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